I fucking hate recovery, this is a big shit, you’re never really recovered even if you’re eating, you still have that killing thoughts and the worst part: You’re fatter than ever. I WANT MY EATING DISORDER BACK please
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2414) ‘m trying to recover and now I’m 4 pounds heavier than I was originally. so fuck recovery because I can’t handle this shit. sorry/
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2408) I keep lying to him about my feelings for him, but I’m just so terrified he’ll let me down. He will do ist, even though he seems so good. I trust him- but he will soon see that I’m a totally worthless freak.
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2409) I mustn’t cry about nobody helping me. It’s always been “Help yourself”.
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2412) Recovery is just a set back on the way to your goal weight.. I just went through months of lying my way through recovery, regaining twenty pounds that took me 6 months to lose, and now i’m back to where I started. 120 pounds and still throwing up every meal. Only I have to be sneakier. Telling my mom is the biggest regret I’ve ever had.
this. i can’t take recovery anymore, i want my e.d. back and i know right when i end up my recovery process i’ll come back to this. (Source: theeatingdisordered) |
